I still feel numb. Its so quiet inside my head. No movements, no thoughts; just plain emptiness. It feels so blank, so empty.
Like a circle, I can't find a beginning or an end. I just sit right there and wonder.
I feel like I'm looking for something. At first, I wasn't sure what but I think now I know. I'm searching for myself. I'm searching for my soul that I have lost.
I'm so excited to find it because honestly, I'm not enjoying this numbness. I want to feel alive again. I want to be able to feel "hope". I miss that.
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